I thought about how I pray, I may ask God for wisdom, or help, but then I think that I don't get it, that I should stop asking, or maybe that I should only ask once. And when times are good, do I continue to ask for help, or do I rely on my own strength? I think it is easy to think, OK God You took me this far, now I got the rest, but I believe God is saying I want to be your strength in it all, not just when times are hard, but all the time.
This reminds me of the parable in the Bible about the woman Luke 18:1-8 "18 And he told them a parable to the effect that they ought always to pray and not lose heart. 2 He said, “In a certain city there was a judge who neither feared God nor respected man. 3 And there was a widow in that city who kept coming to him and saying, ‘Give me justice against my adversary.’ 4 For a while he refused, but afterward he said to himself,‘Though I neither fear God nor respect man, 5 yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will give her justice, so that she will not beat me down by her continual coming.’” 6 And the Lord said, “Hear what the unrighteous judge says. 7 And will not God give justice to his elect, who cry to him day and night? Will he delay long over them? 8 I tell you, he will give justice to them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on earth?"
Can you imagine if I continue to seek God, that I persist to ask the question what will change in my life? Do I just want fast answers and when I don't get the answer, do I give up? Jesus tells this story, to show us that we need to pray without ceasing, I need to continue to ask, because that is His will. Do I just want fast answers? Do I want our prayer requests to be answered that same day? Fast service, isn't what God is in the mix of, He continues to teach us patience, perseverance and persistence. The three "P's"!
All the parables in the Bible have a purpose and even the stories have a purpose. I thought the Bible couldn't apply to me today, but it does and God continues to show me more each day. God wants to teach us that we are to wait patiently for the answers I seek, don't give up, don't lose hope and definitely don't stop asking for God's will to be done. Just as in the parable of the woman asking repeatedly. Luke 11:9-13 ""So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened. "Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!""
Don't stop asking, don't stop knocking and do it with a teachable heart. God wants us to change and He will use what we are going through to change us, but don't be afraid to keep asking no matter how many times a day. Romans 12:12 "Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer."