The darkness falls around me, it encumbers me, it makes me want to run away from the truth. It makes me want to avoid the things that God is trying to teach me. It hurts to much, it cost to much, but yet I must look at what I was learning when I was without God. When I was doing things my own way.
The past is a tool, can be something that reminds of everything. People tend to look behind them and see things better then they were, instead of seeing things how they were. They want to make the past wonderful, they want to make the bad choices seem good, but the truth is. Things would not be in the past, forgotten about if we were not meant to see them as what they where. It is time to learn from the past, learn what steps you took to get to where you were, instead of wishing you were back there.
My past full of holes, full of unhappiness, full of fear, full of doubt, full of self hate. How could I learn to love when I couldn't even love the man I was. I was full of everything that kills love, how could I love the one I was with. I allowed the evil to fill me with the hate of everything. Now I look back to see that, to remind me of where I once was. I use the past as a tool, not something I want to go back too. The past is behind me, today is here for me and tomorrow is yet to discover. Take today as a blessing as a gift that has been given to you. The day is like no other, lets learn from the past and see what today has.
Matthew 6:34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
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