Inner Demons

I was struggling with something for the last week and then I realized it was myself that I was fighting with. I need my words to match my actions all the way through. Others may do it, but it doesn't mean it is right for me.

My words need to match my actions, just because I write on here doesn't mean I can act differently in real life. I can't challenge you, but do something different. I can't say in order to love we must surrender all and then not be willing to surrender a piece of myself because I am selfish. I must surrender all, it doesn't matter what I have lost, what matters is what I will gain from living correctly and living how I speak.

Me = My Words + My Actions

No other calculations is in order.