Last night I fought with the feelings of not knowing, struggling to find the true meaning of waiting, not clear on what and why. I struggled and fought with all the thoughts that surrounded me, the doubt and pain enveloped me and soon I was lost in despair. The thoughts of not knowing really took hold and that is when I realized once again, that I may not know tomorrow, but it is faith that brings me through.
We need to believe in something, but that belief can't be changing on Sundays, it needs to be every single day. It can't just be when it is easy, it has to be even in the difficult that we believe. I have found that in our lives when things get difficult we want to run. But the answers will come to those who wait, those that endure, those that suffer the pains and the hurts. We will see the truth that awaits us. Maybe the times will not be full of pain, but when we surrender we will know that our foundations are being built, our roots are sinking deep and when storms come (and they will) you will endure and you will make and be stronger for it.
It is time to see that even in the pains, that we are growing and changing. Yes, you are changing, learning and moving forward.
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